I mean it for every word i said....

Took a long walk to uni this morning again! JHan and I fell asleep in the bus, and no one rang the bell! Luckily the bus stopped for us. Or we had to talk another long long way to uni!!! and im gonna kill him, he was just sitting next to the bell!! This weather was killing me~ JHan is applying to transfer to another reputable uni in US, all the best buddy! Continue chasing your dream-Aeronautical Engineer!

After class, went to petaling street with PSee. Ate terrible curry noodles, the stall that i usually order, did not open this afternoon. No cendol as well. Geramnya, should had go to the stall that SFern recommended!!!

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After chatting with few friends today, about their relationship matter. From their stories, both of them had great chance to start off this relationship. How come delay delay and delay, then nothing comes out at the end? I guess, perhaps, none of them want to make the first move. But why? If u don step out, then what are u waiting for? Will it be regretful at the end? Whatever that place on ur palm, hold tight. When the feeling orientation is alright, why don you give a try expressing out your feeling towards each other? Sighs. I dunno la. I am not a good counsellor on that kinda matter.

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One of them, facing problem with friends. What I can say is, everything u decide is based on ur principle, at least u wont be feeling bad or guilty after doing it. Since u have made a right choice with solid reason, no second thought should appear by now. Friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. So don worry, things will get better as time goes by. Place study in priority!

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Why? Why? Why?
Why most of u have to leave by September? WHY?
OMG. September most probably will be my super deep down month, as most of you are flying to chase ur dreams.
No matter how far u go, leave a small space for me at ur room, I might be flying to find u sometime someday somewhere. HAHAHAHA. Then i have to work to get money lo~

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Tomorrow will be the last day, last lab for this sem. After a week of study leave, final comes. 3 weeks of sem break is awaiting for us!!!
I gonna miss u all alot during those days!!! Will u? Pls say YES!

I got TAGGED by YJY!

Layer 1: On the Outside
Name: Sen Yih Jing.
Birth Date: 06.10.1988.
Current Status: Single but not Available.
Eye Color: Dark Brown.
Hair Color: Black.

Layer 2: On the Inside
My Heritage: Chinese.
My Fears: Height and Speed.
My Weaknesses: Not lady-like, mulut busuk.
My Perfect Pizza: Seafood pizza.

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My first thoughts waking up: Mum, u r so bising!
My bedtime: 1 or 2 am.
My Most Missed Memory: All the class & family trips.

Layer 4: My Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Coca-cola.
McDonald's or Burger King: McD.
Single or Group Dates: Either way. I love dates!
Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
Tea or Nestea: Tea.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.
Cappucino or Coffee: Frappucino (ice-blended coffee).

Layer 5: Do You...
Smoke: No! I HATE it!
Curse: When i am mad at someone, usually no.
Take a Shower: 2-3 times per day.
Have a Crush: me? WAHAHAHA^^
Go to School: Uni now.
Want to Get Married: Yes. I wan I wan!
Believe in Yourself: A very YES!
Think You're a Health Freak: No. Not so health-conscious

Layer 6: In the Past
Drink Alcohol: I did & I do. Strong tolerance to liquor.
Gone to the Mall: Almost every weekends.
Been on Stage: Sticked to the stage when i was young.
Eaten Sushi: Duh. Japanese buffet is my fav.
Dyed Your Hair: Not yet.

Layer 7: Have You Ever...
Played a Stripping Game: Wanted to play.
Changed Who You Were to Fit In: No. I have my own style.

Layer 8: Age You're Hoping to...
Get Married: Before 30. No gen gap ma.

Layer 9: In a Guy
Best Eye Color: Dark brown.
Best Hair Color: Shiny dark.
Short or Long Hair: Short and neat.

Layer 10: What You Were Doing
A Minute Ago: Chatting wt CYing & KMing
An Hour Ago: Tickling my doggie.
Four and a Half Hours ago: Breakfast wt Mum.
A Month Ago: Almost drowned in d sea of ass.
A Year Ago: Crazy-ing with G15-ians.

Layer 11: Finish The Sentences
I love: You. All of the creatures out there.
I feel: I will pass the final.
I hate: Smokers and bitches!
I hide: The truth of something.
I miss: College days.
I need: A little bit of luck.

Layer 12: Tag 4 People
Who doesnt update their blogs for ages.
1.Pauline
2.SueMay
3.BaoLi
4.Lissa
**5.YunLin & ShuQin

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All of you tagged by me, must repost this with ur answer in ur blog!
Get this chain runs faster! 555555!!!

Something stupid.... crazy.

I slept at 1030pm last night. The time i slept before 11pm was last year.
Sleep early is good, I have never been so semangat during lectures before, PSee must be very shocked coz din see me 'fishing' anymore. Wahaha. She was the one who kept 'fishing' in class!

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Not becoz of sleeping early, it also due to i walked to uni this morning!! It might sound crazy to people. I teman ppl crazy only, neh Mr CJHan lo. We took a bus, stopped at the main road, took the sky bridge, then walked all the way to uni. Not kidding u, i wet all over my tee. It was too hot outside. I will never walk that road by my own, unless has somebody to accompany with. coz...... i scareeeee lo

15 mins later, we reached uni. He brought me another way to get up to LT. He went to library while i walked to LT myself. Becoz we came from different direction, I LOST IN LEVEL 4! Cant believe it will happen on a person who is so good in sense of direction! damn siasui la!

He kept saying car-driving incidents and accidents and those, generating my phobia for getting a driving license. No thanks to Mr Chew!

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Thanks to JinHang, for sending me to ktm yesterday. Hope it doesnt bring any trouble to you. Good luck to you in any aspects!

Thanks to SFern, for fetching me and JHan to uni yesterday rainy morning and today after class as well! And thanks for warning me not to walk to ur house. I know many crimes happen there. I am worry about you. U have to take care also!

I met a neighbour old uncle who offered to send me home last rainy afternoon. Although at last, i walked back with my another neighbour, Bella, anyway thanks.

Appreciate alot! muaxxxx

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ahla one more,
Thanks to beloved XY, who so good name my future kids so nicely.
1st, chew peanut
2nd, lan bullshit
3rd, sen penguin
No worries, when i have them all, i wan them to call u 'kai ma'.

YOU are the one who use the butt to think all the while!!! =P hng!

习惯 和 爱 中间

Recent duet hit. This is a nice song. I cant get it uploaded. Take notes to the lyrics while u are listening to the song. I think it shows the feeling and emotion for most of those complicated relationships. Enjoy~ 中间 - 王蓝茵 + 陈威全

一个人一整夜 无法入眠 最后决定 只拥抱再见 离开我的房间 灯火全灭 关不上的门 是心那一面 我仿佛听见 你还在门前 曾清楚 对你画的线 第一次 让泪水变得不坚决 原谅我行装 只整理到昨天 总要离开才发现 有一个人在习惯和爱中间 因为每一天见面 才让那想念 自然而不明显 (自然来去穿越) 到了离别才发现 有一个人在习惯和爱中间 以为说了再见 但转身的想念 连自己也无法骗 左右两边 我们犹豫不决 哪一天再见 当初小小的爱恋 还在不在原点 到了离别才发现 分不清你在习惯和爱中间 以为说的是再见 下一刻的想念 而明天的我怎么演

Love is not math.

SOMEone said
Love is not math. No specific calculation or equation to estimate it.
Who is the one at your heart then?

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SHOCKING STORIES...........
walao, i never thought that so many things could be happened around me.
Gossips, gossips gossips.....
shhh... PnC.... *zip zip*

Today, the shooter is SFern, the victims are BLi and I.

SFern was trying to dig out my secrets. Hahaha.. not so easy man..
To be frank, i really don hide any secrets from all my frens, my love-hate stuffs express very straight forward.
So people, no need to waste ur time and effort to twist and turn just to ask me a single thing. Whenever i feel like telling, i would let the whole world to know. Friends, u should know my style~

HL milk huh?? wahahahaha~~~

YSF, warn u, mind ur words ar! don embarrass me! yorrrrrrrrr
We shall take revenge. We will see. hng!

West Point Expediency

As a past prez, and my sis is the incoming prez, went to attend their IU function, in a way of supporting. SQin, Shan, SLing, HYeng, SiLai, and a gal came along. I was so impressed to what my juniors did for this big event of interact. This year the theme was 'west point expediency'. About army and war.

I guess they went through plenty of hard time to come up with such a wonderful event. However, nothing is gonna be perfect, there are some aspects you all should aware of, and should not be a mistake again for the next upcoming event. Well done! Learn the rights from wrongs!

I like the way u gals invited the tentera and gave briefing.

Here come Some highlights.

The peak of the day~

Those guys are totally NUTS. They can sing like birds in H***. They can dance like flies in R******. Who are they? They are 3+1... piece of FEN CHEONGss, 'SAUSAGES'!!! Guess they just need some space to improve, give them a break then~

Pls never ever ask me to play lame games anymore. Never ever ask me to pick up beans anymore. I hate it! Can u imagine just 6 contestants + 2 MCs syok sendiri at the front stage? While those other people are yawning at their seats? I felt like I was a clown (although that is my part-time job =P), it just felt not good. MCs should take more trainings! Your english is good does not mean u have the skill! Grrrrrrrrrrr.........

after that event, went to mv, to grab some clothings and yumcha. Shan and I took SL's car, she drove pajero, type of four wheel-drive. When SL was shifting the car into the car park, we felt a shock in a sudden. Eh, what happen? She just banged into the wall in front. She came down from the car and check, said relievedly

'phew... luckily nothing happen to my car, becoz of the kangaroo bar in front'.

Wahahaha. SL u gave me a fright!!!

Radioactive were having a offer of buy 1 free 2. U know girls, just got attracted by those words. Actually just SQ, Shan and SiLai choosing those clothes. They spent about 45 mins just to get a jacket for each on of them, the most incredible part was, they bought the same PATTERN, same COLOUR, but diff size of jackets....... Shan admitted themselves as 三个运桔的少女(3 unpleasant teen-gals). Wan gat~~ Indeed!!! I just used 10 mins to pick a belt for myself.

SiLai sent me home, and she lost the way back to her home. I am so so sorry. I will lead u another way to my house next time. Hehe=P

WPF = a car plate number???

Say WPF, what will first come to your mind? Will you think about the car plate number of Wilayah Persekutuan?

Swt =.=||| duh... It's u la dude, that's the initial of ur full name, isn't it, Vin?!! Brother, do u think we will practically tease at a car plate number of WPF 1234? Nah.. nth much, XY and i were suddenly talking about ur popularity. And she was so jealous of u. That's all. Wan the full story, ask XY.

Oh... No wonder when i first saw the WPF on a car plate that day, looked so familiar to me. eh What's the coordinate of the latest KL car plate num now? Do u think i can get myself SYJ? or maybe APJ? most probably i can only get it in KK or Perak. Haha=)

WPF said gonna cheng me yumcha. yea huh. when? this is the point.

Theme song of American Idol 2007.
Sang by the Winner Jordin Sparks.
Enjoy~
She is really great!
Youngest A.Idol ever!
Bravo! Bravo!

Thank God It's Friday!

In case there's somebody who dunno, TGI's Friday, stands for Thank God It's Friday.
I miss the huge mug of vanilla ice cream with wipe cream and chocolate syrup. oh and almond slices.
Slurppppp.....

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My dad just scolded me that i was not being polite recently.
My attitude is rude, my behaviour is rude, my words are rude, my speaking is rude, even my posture is also rude.
Arghhhhh what happen to me? I am not suppose to be a kasar person.
All i need to do is CHANGE. Totally make over myself. No rough no rude no foul.
People, whenever i am over-harsh, over-reacting or over-rude, please SLAP or WHACK me!
Give me Piak Piak~

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Woohoo~ im done with my physics lab demo project. CYing and i were demonstrating differentiation of raw and boiled egg related to angular momentum Dr Lan, came and kacau while i was presenting, that made us lesser time to present the important points by CYing. Arghhh hope that doesn't affect much on our mark. I know i was not contributing much on those projects, and i was too relayed on my partner CYing, i just found the idea, and let CYing did the theory part. Somebody might find it is unfair. Just take back your thank you, i don't deserve it anyway =P

JHan said, our presentation seemed to be a cooking show to him. Teaching the guys how to pick between raw and boiled egg. AHAHAHAHA. I just hope that might brought to u some physics application on daily life and joy to u guys. I am trying very very hard to perform more interactively. I always fail to do so.

I must improve! I have to be more motivated! As Sfern said, no more kidding, need motivation, say TAK NAK to entertainment, and keep true friends around. AHAHAHAHA. Too bad i am just your fake friend~

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Sorry Mindy, i did not mean to ignore u at atrium today, as i was busy talking plus abit of dizzy, i did not really pay attention to people around me. I am so so sorry. Next time when u see me don greet u, just block my way or shout out my name as loud as possible. Then i will notice u. =P

Hey People, due to complaints of YH, complained the ugliness of my previous blog skin. i am now trying out new layout of my blog. i lost all those links and all. so give me some time. i will fix this up. by tonite. or u can leave me ur bloglink here. to make my life easier. hehe~

Grandson YH, i changed. what do u think? i spend a whole afternoon for editing the script!!! it is so so so complicated!!!

Embarassment, though it seemed to be a joke to OTHERS

how could i do not understand 4 chinese words that she said?
i learn, talk, write and read chinese since i was young, more than 15 years, how could i make a mistake?

today lunch BL, SFern and i went to medan for lunch. after the meal, we were like sitting, chit chatting, gossiping as usual. here came a lady, a volunteer i guess, brought a book with her, saying that wanted us to donate money for those disable persons and chronic disease patients, RM30 per bag of diapers. Ok. to be honest, i do not normally donate so much of money by my own at public place, i would just straight away give the particular add to my dad, and let my dad handle it. i don believe on those ppl on the street, there are so many penipu on the streets.

that lady keep persuading us to share the 30 bucks. she pronouced the share word as in 'swear swear'. i straight away sweat =.=. 3 of us diagreed, then she suggested another way of donation, she was saying how about 随意乐捐(donation)。becoz the 'swear' word she said keep turning turning in my mind, wat i heard about the 4 words were 血液乐捐(blood donation)。i smmore ask that lady, huh wanna 捐血(donate blood) ar.........

BL and SFern, started to laugh at me. i din know my chinese standard is backwarding. how could it be??? it was not my fault, all becoz the pronouciation of that lady!!!! don blame on me!!!

it gonna be my joke for the rest of my uni life........

yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr so yu~~~~~~~~FISH!

My Fair Lady~

Ticket and programme book for the musical opera of My Fair Lady

Plenary Hall of KL Convention Center

Hohohoho....

20 of May, 2007, was the first time ever for me to watch a musical opera. It happened that my dad got free tix for 5 of us. The location of our seats are at the row H of center column. This seat cost RM350!!!!!! (don scream, it was free!) or i will not spend so much money on this. rather buying SOME other things to satisfy my wants. Hehe!

The story started with a bet between 2 good friends. One of them, a lingual-professor took the challenge for training up a flower girl from gutter into a classy English lady. The first thing to do was to change her accent. Storyline went twists and turns, failures and succeeds, they both live happily ever after.

Orhhhh... that was so sweet. All the vocals are magnificient, cant be critised at all!!! They can sing, dance and of coz act. People, u should spare out some time, spend a little of money, to watch this kinda of opera. It will sure broaden ur knowledge. For sure! Don say opera doesnt suit for us tis kinda age, actually, it has no age limit, as along as u like opera, like melodies, like acting, like singing, musical opera is ur BEST PICK! Trust me!

Coming up will be Phantom of the Opera. When will it be coming to KL?

Sasa, what do u think? must be very jealous of me now. hehehHEHE=P

oh ya. ah boon called me up just now, now only i realised we hang up in 15 mins, which was unusual, and we din really talk any important points yet. eh why was she calling me? WHY AR?

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American Idol Finale, Jordin vs Blake,

UEFA Champion League, Milan vs Liverpool,

who will be taking the glory home???

who will be kicking whose ass off???

sitting and waiting for Good Game.......

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why troubles come everytime when i am busy tackling with my assignments?

give me a break, can u?

To All fellow A-levels people,

Good luck.
My blessings will be always by your side.
Best Wishes.

Beat down AS & A2!!!

muaxxxxxx

Let's go cheong k after ur exam. deal?

ARGHHH....
I am not sure why am i so pissed off at this moment.
I am wondering, does that thing affecting any part of me. obviously NO!
I am nothing there. somehow i just feel upset.
Seeing my friend, friends', friends'', and friends''', went thru such situation, it is not good.
Not good at all!

Can we just get rid of all the bastards and live peacefully?
Those bastards are batu api......
They just ruin the friendship.....

Pls never ever ever get fooled by them anymore!!!!

To keep me calm, i am watching A walk to Remember now.
can i have somebody like Larrie?
not feeling tired at all. Gosh!

There is always a hidden truth at the back of a story.
We need to dig it out.

Standing in the middle of noway.
I have no choice.

Kiddie's Memory

Today im supposed to post some pics of my kiddie's moment. but since time is late, and scanner is not directly connected to my laptop. argh... tomoro only post my pics la... and frankly speaking, i look cute SINCE i was young!!! no doubt!!!

i got this from friendster bulletin,

Are you a child of the 70s, 80s, or90s?
80s. 1988, Year of dragon, Month of Libra, 6th day of October.

Where were you born?
Sandakan, Sabah, nature city, where sipilok situated in, the conserved-forest for orang-utan.

What city did you grow up in?
wow. my journey was very long.
Sandakan> Keningau> KK> Sandakan> Tawau> KL>????
can i move out of msia?

Did you enjoy your childhood?
Very enjoyable! No worries, no pain, no sorrows.

When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
A vet. A dream which would not be fulfil at the moment. im going to be graduate with engineer cert in 4 years time. can somebody offer me a degree of vet??

What do you want to be now?
Chemical engineer. i guess. i never thought of i will take engineer at the past. i never like physics. but.... im gonna fall in LOVE with it by now. PHYSICS im gonna take u down!

Were you a fun little kid?
Yes! I was, I am, and I will. owez will. i have lotsa childhood memories which can stunned u.

What was your first best friend'sname?
Suk Ling. knew her since primary 3. still in touch wt her til now. miss her alot. she is going to penang for persuaing her study in biz admin.

Is he/she still your friend?
Yes. sms-ing all the time. i wont miscontact with any of my frens. i cant live without them! i rmb we form some kinda of family relationship in sch, Ka Huat is my kai ye, Suk Ling is my kai gu jie, Maxi is my kai dai. Ka Huat is ady here in KL.

Can you name all the schools you ever attended?
Rasa Sayang, St Margaret, Chong Wah Kinder, St James Pri, Syn Hua Pri, Sabah Chinese High, Kuen Cheng High, Taylor's Coll. wow. that's alot. coz i was moving around.

Were you closer to your mom or dadas a kid?
Same distance with papa and mama. No difference. Love and care for them, past, now and future.

What was the first record, tape or CD you remember buying?
Westlife, Coast to coast, Singapore version, and i lost it during the 4th time shifting my house.

How old is a good age to have kids?
Before 30. so that generation gap wont occur. thats wat i wish. will it come true, thats different say.

Are you scared of anything?
Height and Speed. no roller coaster, flying mate and space shot for me!

What was your favori!te subject in elementary school?
Math. I am so thankful to have good math teachers all the while.

Did you buy school lunch or bring your own?
Mostly brought my own. When feel extremely hungry, will buy at school canteen.

Broken any bones or had any freaky accidents as a kid?
No. bruishes, bleeding, and all those minor ones, owez happen to me. As i liked cycling with boys and went to ulu ulu place for fishing with my papa.

Were you a mean kid?
Yes. When i was in primary school. i used to be a super bitchy head prefect at school. i can koyak a whole stack of play cards which a collection of a junior, in front of him, and never pity him at all even he cried. That was so mean. But that is not me now.

Favorite board game of all time?
Monopoly. I din really read the rules and regulation til i played last with with G15-ian. last time i just played it blindly with cousins and sis.

Did you play house or pretend to be a super hero?
At about 3 year old, my idol was Ninja turtle. i got them all over my bag, books, bottle, pencil case, shoes, poster and all. Then after that shifted interest to Superman. i owez tied my blanket around my neck, and pretend to fly out the window. It never happened, as i stucked at the frame.

Seriously, are you still just a kid at heart?
Yes. Indeed. In heart. btw who is not?

so wat do u guys think about my childhood? interesting?
i find it very interesting, maybe when it compared to some kind of ppl, it was bored.
but those are the memories which i cherish the most.
if the history doesnt exist, wont have the Sen Yih Jing today standing steadily and tough in front of u!!!!

Remember me, I am SEN YIH JING!!!
*a superwoman wannabe*

I AM SO DISAPPOINTED!!!!!
AM I THE ONE WHO turn U LIKE THIS?????
*PnC*

Show me,
WhAT CAN I DO TO RETRANSFORM U??!!
*PnC*

Updates

This week is the most hectic week ever. sorry for ignoring ur msn msg, sms, greetings, testi or anything. as i was TOO BUSY! and EXHAUSTED!

mon-dynamic mid term test
half-screwed! WhAT IS TORQUE??

tue-physic quiz
i screwed up this! i din really prepared for this quiz. 1 mark gone!

wed-analysis test resitting
yorrrr the Qs was harder than the previuos one! so UNFAIR! or i will get 88%!

thu-analysis lab project
we couldnt get the theoritical value, how come? was it due to experimental errors? pls tell me YES!

fri-physic quiz
wow. i got it all correct! 1 mark in my pocket! *jumping around*

ok this week is done! next week coming up with lab demo to 'grandma' project, math assignment and analysis final case study! after all these, my first semester, 2007, common year of engineering, in Monash, will be going to end soon, after the final, 3 weeks more!!! time just flies flies flies. monash ppl, we have been knowing each other for about 11weeks. 11WEEKS PEOPLE!!! can u see the chemistry happen among us? can u imagine how many ups and downs had we gone thru? although i cant even rmb the names for half of the course, but then im trying hard to know each one of u. somehow i recognise the faces for each of u guys!

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seems like alof of ppl lend me their hand within this week.

THANK YOU BaoLi, for lending me her bathroom to shower on monday. my home had shortage of water supply due to leaking of the water tank.

THANK YOU JiaYeng, for sending me home on tuesday after dynamics tute. nice chatting with u about the happenings in our course and ppl around us. update me more pls. hehe.

THANK YOU Penny, for fetching me to uni on the rainy wednesday morning. now only i realised u used to be a student of zhong hua high school. we had the same education background.

THANK YOU Kevin, for offering to send me to uni. although it is hard for me to get to kelana jaya station. hope we got the answers correctly for the lab project. we all know u r loyal to ur gf k?

THANK YOU Samantha, for sending me to ktm on thur. was raining and lazy to take bus. ok let's learn chinese. talk more can learn faster. hehe. xie xie! zai jian!

THANK YOU PekSee and JinHang, for lending their physics tute exercise to me. u both r so kind hearted. especially PekSee, i borrow ur paper all the time. haha. oh ya have to thank JinHang for helping us to buy porridge and panadol to BaoLi. u r the good man of the century!

THANK YOU JiaHan, for sending me to ktm today. after chatting with u, u seem like the man of the house, handling home expenses and all those. so yeng man! being the eldest is not easy. ur honda is HOT!

THANK YOU SookFern, for fetching me to ktm most of the time. though u owez threaten me, not to fetch me there, i know u say it with ur mouth only, wont really take action on it right? dui bu dui? hao, bu cuo. HAHAHAHA =D
(SookFern sure very geram when she sees this, HAHAHA!)

although i cant drive, there are people still willing to send me around! appreciate it alot! glad and touch! i swear, if it happens to do so, i will be sending u guys wherever u are, whenever u wan, after getting my license and my car. (pls no north or south pole, my car cant swim)

just wanna take this oppoturnity to thank you all, in case i forgot to say thank you at that moment. u guys helped me alot!!!

p/s: i miss riding SookFern and Mindy's car. when can i have the another chance to take a ride with ur car?
p/s: Khim May, u were working overloaded. must get well soon!!!!

天枰座。。寻找着平衡点。。

我要对我所讲的，所写的，负责任。
如有骚扰到你的心情，引起你的误会，我致上万分的歉意。

我从来都不会用客观因素引导我的主观思想。
我从来都不会对不管己要的事情贸然下定论。
我只是个局外人，没那个资格权利去评断对或错。
我一直都不会因听从某一方的话而推测事情的真相。

很多事情都能引起我的注意。但某人对某人有意见，我都很想去了解两方。
别人都说我八卦。什么事情都能八到。
其实，我是想知道整件事情的来龙去脉，我并不想，因某一方的话就毁了某人给我的印象。
这是不公平的对待。我清楚了解那道理。只因经常我就是被诬赖的那个。很不好受。

也许我的表达能力有限，把原意扭捏成另外意思。
我都保持着中立。手心手背都是肉。
也许我开导失落朋友的方法错了。
我会尽我所能弥补一切。

谢谢你，解释事情始终。
谢谢你，表达了你的心声。
谢谢。谢谢。

最近实在有太多形形色色的好事坏事涌进脑中。
是时候沉淀一下。

这会暂时搁着。
等我想通了，再回来。重新出击！

天枰座。。寻找着平衡点。。

As time goes by.

having lunch at Jade Express.

Beloved XY, smsed me quite late last night, really frightened me with what she wrote. Some stuffs were bothering her. Some stuffs that don't really matter to her. But she is involved. Poor her. Cant settle own stuffs still have to help out OTHER people for settling long-distance relationship problem.

Beloved, listen to me, it is not because you are stupid or wat, you are too kind and too pitied on him. It does not work! A real man won't give up the world so easily just because get dumped by gf. If he does, just let it be, he does not worth to live in this world. Don't waste ur time and effort on counselling or teman-ing wt him. Whose problem actually? Let them settle it. Not you. Since you insisted to lend a hand, just make sure that silly matter would not interrupt ur focus on study. I just feel silly, since the another party does not care at all, why do u, the third party, have to bother so much?

For the another case, just get use to stay with them. We all come from the same world. Stay under one roof, need toleration and consideration. Bear with it. I will always be there with you.

Things just change without noticing. When i chatted wt Grandson YH. He felt down for the current situation. He felt those people in imu are becoming shattered. No longer like how they mixed up previously. Time changes everything..... different environment, different social life, different thoughts making up different people. No need to be sad. Just learn to accept the change. Think optimistically, son! Shall bring u to watch spiderman 4 next season. Ahaha.

True friends seldom talk but cherish the relationship all the time. Friendship wont easily fade away as time goes by! Cheers for friendship, everyone!


1010 report and math assignment are killing me!!!!

What a siasui date with beloved.

Can a man confront the forces of darkness without giving in to them?
Spiderman 3

dad's fren gave free tix for that movie. since Beloved XY wanted to watch it so much months ago, so i brought her and my youngest sis to watch at MidValley. Overall, it is not bad, 2 protagonists defend 2 antogonists. The storyline was exciting. Ending part, Pete and MJ din get married yet. i think it will continue in Spiderman 4, coming up soon.

XY wanted to ask Vin out. too bad he was so busy wt his ass. better don kacau him. From now onwards, don simply accuse him ffk. he never promise anything BEFORE!

duh.... i get that dude!!!

Today was damn siasui. Collected tix from GSC at 10 something. on the way, my heels, one of the strips patah. ARGDFFGGHHH. not in the mood of choosing shoes at that moment, simply chose a shoe at bata, fast, cheap and easy.

then when i took out the bracelet from my bag, i hear 'dip dip dip dip dip dip'. ALL the beams DROPPED!!!! Wat The Hell. the string patah as well. A kind europian lady helped me to collect them while those local ppl keep calling their children to watch out from stepping on the beams. hmmph. no comment. how i wish got a big hole, to let me hide inside.

Just........... yorrrrrrr......... siasui la~ hang sui wan~

dad fetched us to vista, dropped XY there and collected the router. THANKS for YL, HY and XY for selling me the router for $165. Sorry for the loss. =)

Last words, i could set up the router by myself. i know there is nothing to be proud of, but it seem complicated to some kind of ppl. HAHAHAHAHA! Thanks XY for the technical support! Yay! im shifting my laptop to my room soon. woohoo.

due to some technical problem, will upload photos taken today tmr.

Birthday Celebration

morning met up wt BL and PSee, had lunch at Jade Express, the 'tong zai fan' tasted not bad. hv a try!

Happy belated birthday to ah Boon, Pauline and Daphne.
We had a potluck gathering at Boon's house, celebrated labour day, wesak day, birthdays all together. That dinner was super simple. I prepared veggie salad with thousand island sauce. It sounds fresh! Indeed! LC fetched us there and sent us home. We damn lame. Lost the way to and fro. Reached home around 12am. Kena marah til gao gao. After all, it was fun, meeting those sot sot ex-kc-mates. CNN too much stuffs to them this time!!

Thanks for the ride Ling Chih. love ya so much. hope it did not bring any inconvenience to u that night. it was a good adventure. we shall explorer more in kl soon.

veggie salad, sausages, cheese pie, sour papaya, fried mihun, jelly(in the fridge)
Ling Chih, Pauline, Yee Wan
Denmark cheesecake from Medi-ya. (word creators: BL & PSee)
Card for Pauline and Chia Hui (last min work)
Cake with candles on
the birthday girls (daph was absent)
Yee En went thru tough ways to get there
Singing birthday song.
Making wishes.
New pose of me. coincidentally. pls don copy!
Peak of the night.
Chia Hui's Gift, a mickey mouse watch and a hp holder.
I searched for that watch from puchong to KL.
finally got it at mid valley. phew~
Pauline's gift. a perfume from body shop. Jasmine flavour.

It is not those chap-balang coconut oil.
it wont smell like those ppl!
Chia Hui and I. pls don scratch ur fingernails anywhere u wan! it's awful!
SueMay, Pauline, LingChih
Im feeding Pauline a piece of jelly.

I will post up the card and gift for daph soon. as i haven done wt the card and wrap the present yet. hehe.

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arghhh so frustrating on those assignments, homeworks, projects, reports and due dates.

we supposed to take pic wt frustrated looks.

too bad. end up like that.

cacated.

like 3 dumb monkeys scratching for kutu.

whose dumb idea was that???

at last. end up wt a normal shot.

should include PSee in the pic lo. yorrrrrrr