I think I was tough.
Actually i am not.

Just the other day, made a phone call back home, still teasing my piggy as usual. But when the phone passed to my grandma, she asked,

"do you miss me?"

Tears started to fill my eyes.

I miss home.

Hmmm.

Out of Sight. Out of Mind.

It is just an excuse for you to hide yourself from accepting the truth/happening. You don't even have a concrete solution to overcome the problem, instead you choose to make yourself isolated from the problem. At the end, the problem still exists at its original phase. And yes you really hoping that things will get faded away as time goes by. If people will forget things that easy, Sejarah will not be taught in school.

Well,

Say that sentence to yourself once a while, for temporary treatment. To prevent yourself from falling deep into it. To let yourself have a peace of mind. To get yourself out from the critical situation for a short while. To have sometime alone to make clear of yourself. To let free of your bursting brain. To focus on matters that put on priority list. To have a drink. To take a stroll out there. To settle. To evaluate.

It works sometimes, but not for long term effect.

at least, at the moment.

Check out this http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Test your personality.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

uuuuuuuuuuuuh kinda true weyyyyy. more update soon =)