Sunday, August 23, 2009

Regret.

If you were to ask me what will you change if you could turn back time?

At this moment, i would answer you, i want to change my decision.

Seriously. I may have made a wrong choice. It haunts me. I just do not really know why, that decision would turn out to be a mistake. A mistake which lead to loss of something. That something I cherish, I care, and I appreciate. Before that, the consequences flashed to my mind before, but I thought I can get through it. At the end, still I cant escape from it. Maybe that is its fate.

I tried to help to make things better. However it does not turn out to be well. Things do not change. I fed up after few trials. I am so sick with the current. Is it just me? Does anyone feel the same way?

Just let it be. I do not give a damn anymore. I notice my change after this.

I've lost my patience. I become so alert to people who is trying to take advantage of me. More and more evil bubbles popping up surrounding my head. I am becoming a cold-blooded person. More complaints. More curses. I feel like evil horns and tails start growing out from my head and ass.

Other than upset, what more can i do?

p/s: i feel like i am a kid right now, i want my mother and i want to go home.