Have you ever encounter before this,
When matters happen around, all you can do is sit and stare what those big adults dealing with things, which also you think they made a stupid decision, but you can't even make your stand?
Look,
People made mistake for the first time, forgive them.
People made mistake for the second time, lead them to the correct way.
People made mistake for the third time, show them the light.
People made mistake for the final chance, SEND THEM TO HELL!!
Dilemma. Should I feel mad? or should I cry?........................... a feeling of disappointment.
Well both of these do not make things better.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Friday, March 28, 2008
I wish I never have them.
What is promise to you?
According to 'http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/promise', something that has the effect of an express assurance.
Many times when people ask for my assurance on something, not to disappoint u, my model answer normally would be 'I am not sure'. Until the last minute. I know it is not that good, but LIFE does not go your way all the time. Well practically, that happens to me.
I have bunch of relatives similar to the god damn piece of brainless bastard blardy Shit!
*murthafacgar. Happy to them, Sad to us.
I don't know why, or is those related to feng shui or what, every year for sure, there will be several 'BIG' happenings for my relatives. All these happenings seriuosly jatuh maruah one lo~ One of the reason i dislike going back to hometown. When my family has planned this and that, they sure pop up on time to interupt us. You shall ask how frequent or how many are they? I answer you, UNCOUNTABLE, SINCE THE YEAR I BORN! They all are 'loan shark' to my father, the difference is, my dad never borrow, just give. It becomes a habit to them. When they made troubles, they can easily ask for my dad's money to cover. They continue happily live their luxurious life with no burden of liability. Because my dad never ask for return! The most unbelievable thing is they could do ANYTHING just to ugut my dad to lend money. I do not know why in their mind, every seconds is about to get rich! to get rich! to get rich! But never do what is right to achieve that. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PPL!? ALL YOUR BRAINS WENT TO ASS ALREADY?! If not because of we save here and there, and savings go to you, YOU ALL SHALL BE SUE BANKRUPT OR SENT INTO JAIL! Do you people know how wrong is your act?
家家有本难念的经。。。。。。。。。
Certainly, some of my/our plans ruined again and again. again and again. on and off. on and off.
I hate that. I hate them. From the bone. This is not the first time i am cursing them.
I wish I never turn out to be them in future. If I really do, please SLAP ME!
(Sorry people, most probably there will be no trip for me this year. I really paiseh to ask for money right now. although i have my own salary, but still really paiseh to spend so much money in the current situation. my parents blah blah blah~~~ I am so looking foward for miracle.)
According to 'http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/promise', something that has the effect of an express assurance.
Many times when people ask for my assurance on something, not to disappoint u, my model answer normally would be 'I am not sure'. Until the last minute. I know it is not that good, but LIFE does not go your way all the time. Well practically, that happens to me.
I have bunch of relatives similar to the god damn piece of brainless bastard blardy Shit!
*murthafacgar. Happy to them, Sad to us.
I don't know why, or is those related to feng shui or what, every year for sure, there will be several 'BIG' happenings for my relatives. All these happenings seriuosly jatuh maruah one lo~ One of the reason i dislike going back to hometown. When my family has planned this and that, they sure pop up on time to interupt us. You shall ask how frequent or how many are they? I answer you, UNCOUNTABLE, SINCE THE YEAR I BORN! They all are 'loan shark' to my father, the difference is, my dad never borrow, just give. It becomes a habit to them. When they made troubles, they can easily ask for my dad's money to cover. They continue happily live their luxurious life with no burden of liability. Because my dad never ask for return! The most unbelievable thing is they could do ANYTHING just to ugut my dad to lend money. I do not know why in their mind, every seconds is about to get rich! to get rich! to get rich! But never do what is right to achieve that. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PPL!? ALL YOUR BRAINS WENT TO ASS ALREADY?! If not because of we save here and there, and savings go to you, YOU ALL SHALL BE SUE BANKRUPT OR SENT INTO JAIL! Do you people know how wrong is your act?
家家有本难念的经。。。。。。。。。
Certainly, some of my/our plans ruined again and again. again and again. on and off. on and off.
I hate that. I hate them. From the bone. This is not the first time i am cursing them.
I wish I never turn out to be them in future. If I really do, please SLAP ME!
(Sorry people, most probably there will be no trip for me this year. I really paiseh to ask for money right now. although i have my own salary, but still really paiseh to spend so much money in the current situation. my parents blah blah blah~~~ I am so looking foward for miracle.)
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Gotong-royong.
OH hey people, i know this will be a late annoucement, just wanna let you people out there to know that, i am actually having term break or also known as easter break for a week. For Monash students, Holiday is a term which does not lead to relaxation. It is time to catch up all the syllabus and prepare for mid-term test, what the heck. Apa ni~~~~ Belajar di Monash memang begitu, buat sampai mati XD
Well, what did i do for all these days was to clean up the super duper messy room. Threw away 2 big bags of papers and accumulated rubbish. Seriuosly, up to some time, my room would become a rubbish recirculation center, where all the rubbish buckles up, will either be reuse, recycle or throw straight away. Don't get disgusted!!! Only papers, clothings, plastics, boxes, electronics are in, NO OTHER THAN THESE! of cause no creepy insects k.....
When i was halfway dabao rubbish, i kept all my letters received into a shoe box. Wow, i have a box full of letters accumulated all these years! Just friends common letters and cards, no lovey lovey thingy inside. Back to those days, me and my overseas friends (eg. from sabah, apart by the south china sea) used to keep in touch with this kinda snail mail. Words by words sharing each others' recent happenings. I will get excited when postman inserted letter with my name on it into my mailbox. Ohhhhhh I miss writing letters, but i am so lazy hold pen except writing for homework right now. Actually I am the one who did not reply people's letters, so people never write letter to me already. I am so so so sorry about that, time does not allow me to do so. What can i do? :S
As you know, this snail mail hardly replaced by the most advanced technology. Do you think the emoticons in MSN could have the same expression meant in the letter?
I love to shop randomly. I love to buy those small things. I love to buy things, keep it instead of using it. If i have to keep all the little things i bought, there should be at least 4 to 5 big big black sewage bag FULL. There is a book, which i used it to pass messages to a friend of mine. We had argument in that book, and end up we kinda hate each other for quite some time. I was once very self-center, i had damn bad-tempered, i had over limit of self-confidence, i never accept objection and opinions, because of that incident, I am still trying hard to change my atittude from that moment. Until now, we both hardly talk like before. Haiz..... Friendship can be vulnerable, it depends on certain individuals, sometimes, when there is a wound, or maybe just a tiny bit, it could hardly heal. My mom always 'helps' me to throw away some stuffs secrectly. At the end, i left this box. Full of my very personal yih jing's stuffs. I think i need another shoe box, can anyone give me a box please?
And then on top on my cupboard, i found this. OMG. These are notes which my friends wrote to me upon leaving KC. When i read out, mostly decribing about my significant hairstyle, my bright laugh and my chubby-ness. Total zzzZZZ-ness. While reading, in tears....... Nothing more than true friends who had knew me for so long and so well.
I am always forgetful. So, I bought myself this. Personal notice board. I will pin up all those important reminders. But still, as friends, you should tell me whatever it is important, if i really do miss out the points. Thanks =)
Tadaaaaaaaaaaaa *drum rolls* A corner of my room, My cupboard and study table. I accept comment to do renovation on it. My dad had once promised me to subsidize me on renovating it. I wonder does he really mean it?
This month, we really spent too much on enjoyment. Just the beginning of the semester, most of us, empty pocket ady la. We went to redbox once.
Then we went to Paddington at 1U. Oh.. please do not go to 1U for paddington. The treasure box i had that days was not the same portion as in mid valley and the curve. The others served in big plate, 1U served in small ship-like bowl. wth.
Can you see salive dripping from ass's mouth? Just the beautiful picture in the menu could successfully seduced ass. Y ass, you are wayyyy too easy to be satisfied le bahhhhhhhhhhhhh..
HAHAHHAHAHAH XD
Shock! Shock! BaoLi was shocked by the the volcano that served for 10 persons. She already ordered us to give Paddington's Menu as birthday present for her. She wants to hang up all the beautiful pancakes picture against the wall in her room worrrrrrrr.
Take a walk after meal. Rainforest at 1U is a great place to snap Snap SNAP! There we were~~
Actually, there were still several reasons that made us all broke this month. To spend money wisely, we plan our enjoy-good-food-plan ahead. Will update when the time comes. =)
Well, what did i do for all these days was to clean up the super duper messy room. Threw away 2 big bags of papers and accumulated rubbish. Seriuosly, up to some time, my room would become a rubbish recirculation center, where all the rubbish buckles up, will either be reuse, recycle or throw straight away. Don't get disgusted!!! Only papers, clothings, plastics, boxes, electronics are in, NO OTHER THAN THESE! of cause no creepy insects k.....
When i was halfway dabao rubbish, i kept all my letters received into a shoe box. Wow, i have a box full of letters accumulated all these years! Just friends common letters and cards, no lovey lovey thingy inside. Back to those days, me and my overseas friends (eg. from sabah, apart by the south china sea) used to keep in touch with this kinda snail mail. Words by words sharing each others' recent happenings. I will get excited when postman inserted letter with my name on it into my mailbox. Ohhhhhh I miss writing letters, but i am so lazy hold pen except writing for homework right now. Actually I am the one who did not reply people's letters, so people never write letter to me already. I am so so so sorry about that, time does not allow me to do so. What can i do? :S
As you know, this snail mail hardly replaced by the most advanced technology. Do you think the emoticons in MSN could have the same expression meant in the letter?I love to shop randomly. I love to buy those small things. I love to buy things, keep it instead of using it. If i have to keep all the little things i bought, there should be at least 4 to 5 big big black sewage bag FULL. There is a book, which i used it to pass messages to a friend of mine. We had argument in that book, and end up we kinda hate each other for quite some time. I was once very self-center, i had damn bad-tempered, i had over limit of self-confidence, i never accept objection and opinions, because of that incident, I am still trying hard to change my atittude from that moment. Until now, we both hardly talk like before. Haiz..... Friendship can be vulnerable, it depends on certain individuals, sometimes, when there is a wound, or maybe just a tiny bit, it could hardly heal. My mom always 'helps' me to throw away some stuffs secrectly. At the end, i left this box. Full of my very personal yih jing's stuffs. I think i need another shoe box, can anyone give me a box please?
And then on top on my cupboard, i found this. OMG. These are notes which my friends wrote to me upon leaving KC. When i read out, mostly decribing about my significant hairstyle, my bright laugh and my chubby-ness. Total zzzZZZ-ness. While reading, in tears....... Nothing more than true friends who had knew me for so long and so well.
I am always forgetful. So, I bought myself this. Personal notice board. I will pin up all those important reminders. But still, as friends, you should tell me whatever it is important, if i really do miss out the points. Thanks =)
Tadaaaaaaaaaaaa *drum rolls* A corner of my room, My cupboard and study table. I accept comment to do renovation on it. My dad had once promised me to subsidize me on renovating it. I wonder does he really mean it?
This month, we really spent too much on enjoyment. Just the beginning of the semester, most of us, empty pocket ady la. We went to redbox once.
Then we went to Paddington at 1U. Oh.. please do not go to 1U for paddington. The treasure box i had that days was not the same portion as in mid valley and the curve. The others served in big plate, 1U served in small ship-like bowl. wth.
Can you see salive dripping from ass's mouth? Just the beautiful picture in the menu could successfully seduced ass. Y ass, you are wayyyy too easy to be satisfied le bahhhhhhhhhhhhh..HAHAHHAHAHAH XD
Shock! Shock! BaoLi was shocked by the the volcano that served for 10 persons. She already ordered us to give Paddington's Menu as birthday present for her. She wants to hang up all the beautiful pancakes picture against the wall in her room worrrrrrrr.
Take a walk after meal. Rainforest at 1U is a great place to snap Snap SNAP! There we were~~
Actually, there were still several reasons that made us all broke this month. To spend money wisely, we plan our enjoy-good-food-plan ahead. Will update when the time comes. =)
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
A nice one to share with.
When You Look Me In The Eyes - JONAS BROTHERS
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh
Sunday, March 23, 2008
魅力
“臭豆腐是什么做成的？”
“豆腐，腌制成的炸豆腐咯”
“那些人喜欢臭豆腐些什么？”
“那股臭味令人着迷，欲罢不能”
“哪种臭味？”
“沟渠垃圾般的臭味”
“豆腐，腌制成的炸豆腐咯”
“那些人喜欢臭豆腐些什么？”
“那股臭味令人着迷，欲罢不能”
“哪种臭味？”
“沟渠垃圾般的臭味”
“不如拿着普通正常的炸豆腐，在沟渠旁享用，还不都是一样” - 傅丽霞
Saturday, March 22, 2008
劲歌金曲2 - 情歌王
（forever love - 王力宏）
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
（两个人的烟火 - 黎明）
最爱你的是我
否则你怎么让我
否则我怎么可能赴汤蹈火
你说什么都做
（如果·爱 - 张学友）
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
（童话 - 光良）
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
（很爱很爱你 - 刘若英）
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心
（我愿意 - 王菲）
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什么都愿意 为你
（好想好想 - 古巨基）
好想好想好想好想
好想好想和你在一起
（明天我要嫁给你了 - 周华健）
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要嫁给你啦
要不是你问我
要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动
（不得不爱 - 潘玮柏&玄子）
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
（阴天 - 莫文蔚）
开始总是分分钟
都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面
（飞机场的10:30 - 陶喆）
baby baby baby baby baby baby
是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却要想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题
（那么爱你为什么 - 黄品源&莫文蔚）
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么
（你怎么舍得我难过 黄品源）
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多
你却没有感动过
（爱我别走 - 张震岳）
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
（让我欢喜让我忧 - 周华健）
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
（原来你什么都不想要 - 张惠妹）
原来你什么都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回报
原来你什么都不想要
（用心良苦 - 张宇）
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
（祝福 - 张学友）
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节
（吻别 - 张学友）
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等着迎接伤悲
（把悲伤留给自己 - 陈升）
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走
（征服 - 那英）
就这样被你征服切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固我的决定是糊涂
（征服 - 那英）
听海哭的声音叹惜着谁又被伤了心
（味道 - 辛晓琪）
像身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道
（我怀念的 - 孙燕姿）
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
（领悟 - 辛晓琪）
我多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦
（月亮惹的祸 - 张宇）
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动
（我们的爱 - F.I.R）
我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待
我们的爱
我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远
我都放不开
最后的温暖
（你把我灌醉 - 黄大伟）
你把我灌醉你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪我拼命挽回
你把我灌醉你让我心碎爱得收不回
（眼泪 - 范晓萱）
oh 眼泪............
眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪............
忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变
孤单的感觉......
你从不曾发现
我笑中还有泪......
（情非得已 - 庚澄庆）
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
（你是如此难以忘记 - 梁朝伟）
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平息
（心太软 - 任贤齐）
你总是心太软心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单相处太难
不是你的就别再勉强
（forever love 王力宏）
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由
forever love
forever love
forever love
（forever love - 王力宏）
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
（两个人的烟火 - 黎明）
最爱你的是我
否则你怎么让我
否则我怎么可能赴汤蹈火
你说什么都做
（如果·爱 - 张学友）
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
（童话 - 光良）
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
（很爱很爱你 - 刘若英）
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心
（我愿意 - 王菲）
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什么都愿意 为你
（好想好想 - 古巨基）
好想好想好想好想
好想好想和你在一起
（明天我要嫁给你了 - 周华健）
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要嫁给你啦
要不是你问我
要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动
（不得不爱 - 潘玮柏&玄子）
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
（阴天 - 莫文蔚）
开始总是分分钟
都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面
（飞机场的10:30 - 陶喆）
baby baby baby baby baby baby
是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却要想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题
（那么爱你为什么 - 黄品源&莫文蔚）
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么
（你怎么舍得我难过 黄品源）
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多
你却没有感动过
（爱我别走 - 张震岳）
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
（让我欢喜让我忧 - 周华健）
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
（原来你什么都不想要 - 张惠妹）
原来你什么都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回报
原来你什么都不想要
（用心良苦 - 张宇）
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
（祝福 - 张学友）
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节
（吻别 - 张学友）
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等着迎接伤悲
（把悲伤留给自己 - 陈升）
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走
（征服 - 那英）
就这样被你征服切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固我的决定是糊涂
（征服 - 那英）
听海哭的声音叹惜着谁又被伤了心
（味道 - 辛晓琪）
像身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道
（我怀念的 - 孙燕姿）
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
（领悟 - 辛晓琪）
我多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦
（月亮惹的祸 - 张宇）
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动
（我们的爱 - F.I.R）
我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待
我们的爱
我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远
我都放不开
最后的温暖
（你把我灌醉 - 黄大伟）
你把我灌醉你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪我拼命挽回
你把我灌醉你让我心碎爱得收不回
（眼泪 - 范晓萱）
oh 眼泪............
眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪............
忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变
孤单的感觉......
你从不曾发现
我笑中还有泪......
（情非得已 - 庚澄庆）
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
（你是如此难以忘记 - 梁朝伟）
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平息
（心太软 - 任贤齐）
你总是心太软心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单相处太难
不是你的就别再勉强
（forever love 王力宏）
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由
forever love
forever love
forever love
Loan sharks.阿隆。
la la long ah la la long........ la la long long long long long.......
Feel bored with dull revision and hectic exam days?
This may probably bring you laughters in a sense that you sure gonna laugh for the whole 118 minutes!
First of all, emphasize that this is not a typical chinese movie!
Present to you~~~~ One new film by Jack Neo
They say,
The trailer,
"eng tau, 来娶我!" "kahwin sama sama!"
"你出生时我给了你两粒球?现在去了哪里"
"你应该要让半粒球像MU一样"
"Belum try, belum tahu. Sekali try, Kali-kali mahu"
"拿那个铁的，不是拿肉的"
"不要再叫我丑阿瓜，不然叫你妈妈现在躺在地上，明年你就叫我爸爸！"
"吉隆坡。‘集’中阿‘隆’的地方"
瓦靠。。。猛！当然。。。还有更多。。。
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA those were funny!!!!~
worth watching in Malaysia!!!~ XD XD XD XD
Feel bored with dull revision and hectic exam days?
This may probably bring you laughters in a sense that you sure gonna laugh for the whole 118 minutes!
First of all, emphasize that this is not a typical chinese movie!
Present to you~~~~ One new film by Jack Neo
AH LONG PTE LTD
This is a First Movie made in Singapore cum Malaysia ever that never sensor for any scene. Well, so it is rated as 18PL.
They say,
Ah Long Pte Ltd 《老师嫁老大》 is a light-hearted black comedy about the triad world and the money-lending business. Instead of treating the subject of Ah Longs (money-lenders) seriously, the movie takes on a humorous and sarcastic treatment. It depicts how a young lady tries to restructure her money-lending triad into a professional and ‘loving' triad that stands against the use of violence after she takes over from her triad leader who has retired. Her various restructuring plans (which are no doubt very creative) bring about hilarious results.
Chen Jun (played by Richard Low) is the leader of Shao He Triad. The story opens with him deciding to “retire” from the triad business. Prior to his retirement, he elects Wang Li Hua (played by Fann Wong), a young but tough girl, as his successor.
Li Hua believes that changes need to be made to the current money lending system . Although Li Hua prioritizes the triad's success, she is very much against the idea of using violent means to collect debts. Therefore, with the help of some professional consultants, Li Hua and several of her subordinates (played by KK and Daniel Tan) start adopting a series of creative tactics to attract money lenders and practice hilarious methods to pressure the money-lenders to repay in a non-violent way. However, Li Hua's plan of “restructuring” her triad meets with obstacles and opposition from the majority of the conservative elders in both her own triad and rival triad.
At the brighter end of the world, Mr. Fang (played by Mark Lee) is a kind-hearted dance instructor who is slightly sissy in character. Fate has it that Mr. Fang runs into Li Hua on numerous occasions by chance. Since Li Hua's mother has been pressuring her to get married, Li Hua decides to force Mr. Fang to marry her. Surprisingly, Mr. Fang agrees to it, wanting to prove his masculinity. Though finding it hard to accept the fact that Li Hua is a triad head, Mr. Fang approves of her effort to minimize the use of violence. Subsequently, he offers to help Li Hua out by introducing creative ways to reduce violent methods of debt collection.
"eng tau, 来娶我!" "kahwin sama sama!"
"你出生时我给了你两粒球?现在去了哪里"
"你应该要让半粒球像MU一样"
"Belum try, belum tahu. Sekali try, Kali-kali mahu"
"拿那个铁的，不是拿肉的"
"不要再叫我丑阿瓜，不然叫你妈妈现在躺在地上，明年你就叫我爸爸！"
"吉隆坡。‘集’中阿‘隆’的地方"
瓦靠。。。猛！当然。。。还有更多。。。
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA those were funny!!!!~
worth watching in Malaysia!!!~ XD XD XD XD
Monday, March 17, 2008
i wish she is somebody i know.
Chill people, Stay calm. I am not in to that emo mood. Again, emo-ness never ever attacks me so easily. I am doing fine, a real one, alright.
I got a missed call, an unknown missed call. Well, i called back. That fellow did not pick up the phone. 30 mins later, my phone rang.
We conversed in mandarin. Look at this.
Caller: who is calling for this number?
Me: oh it's me, i thought you called me before, so i called back.
Caller: oh really, apparently, i did not call. Who are you by the way?
Me: oh i am Yih Jing. What is your name then?
Caller: i am Grace, i live in taman desa.
Me: me too. it is so funny that i do not know you, but you have my number.
Caller: that is so strange as well, i have your initial in my contact list.
Me: oh okay. i wonder when and where did we meet before this.
Caller: where do u stay?
Me: Faber Indah. you?
Caller: somewhere near the shoplots. Are you staying with you parents?
Me: hmmm no, hmmm yes. hmmm i guess i need to cut off this call right now.
Caller: since we have the fate to accidentally called each other by phone, i suggest why not we find a right time and right place and meet up together. then we will know who we really are. are you working by the way?
Me: I am not, but i am always busy, you see.
Caller: i thought you said you are not working, then why are u busy?
Me: i study.
Caller: oooooooh. let's go yumcha right now, somewhere nearby, i really wanted to know who you are.
Me: i do not think this is appropriate at the moment. i am busy, gotta go.
Caller: oooooooh okay, remember the yumcha plan ya. b....
i cut off the call before she ended her talk. basic human instinct:
Do not let the conversation goes further with a stranger.
seriously. who the hell is she? i still cannot figure out, but we chatted for almost 10 minutes. Crazy. Can ask a random stranger on the another side of the phone out for yumcha. yerrrrrrr..... sorry to say that, i do not simply go yumcha with people~~
wangat =.=|||
I got a missed call, an unknown missed call. Well, i called back. That fellow did not pick up the phone. 30 mins later, my phone rang.
We conversed in mandarin. Look at this.
Caller: who is calling for this number?
Me: oh it's me, i thought you called me before, so i called back.
Caller: oh really, apparently, i did not call. Who are you by the way?
Me: oh i am Yih Jing. What is your name then?
Caller: i am Grace, i live in taman desa.
Me: me too. it is so funny that i do not know you, but you have my number.
Caller: that is so strange as well, i have your initial in my contact list.
Me: oh okay. i wonder when and where did we meet before this.
Caller: where do u stay?
Me: Faber Indah. you?
Caller: somewhere near the shoplots. Are you staying with you parents?
Me: hmmm no, hmmm yes. hmmm i guess i need to cut off this call right now.
Caller: since we have the fate to accidentally called each other by phone, i suggest why not we find a right time and right place and meet up together. then we will know who we really are. are you working by the way?
Me: I am not, but i am always busy, you see.
Caller: i thought you said you are not working, then why are u busy?
Me: i study.
Caller: oooooooh. let's go yumcha right now, somewhere nearby, i really wanted to know who you are.
Me: i do not think this is appropriate at the moment. i am busy, gotta go.
Caller: oooooooh okay, remember the yumcha plan ya. b....
i cut off the call before she ended her talk. basic human instinct:
Do not let the conversation goes further with a stranger.
seriously. who the hell is she? i still cannot figure out, but we chatted for almost 10 minutes. Crazy. Can ask a random stranger on the another side of the phone out for yumcha. yerrrrrrr..... sorry to say that, i do not simply go yumcha with people~~
wangat =.=|||
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Late post.
well well well. i have been writing this since last month, i kept it as draft, now i only i remember to post this up. actually, I was looking at somebody's blog. and it gave me something to say about.
Everybody wants something for every different stage of life. For instance, while you were an infant, you cried to get your milk bottle. when you were in primary, you manja to get your toys. when you grow slightly older, you work very hard to get high achievement in academic. At this age, my age, until this stage, probably you want something to rely on, to share your laughters and tears. That thing, easily to be related with is a relationship with somebody special. Do not try to bluff me by saying you are more likely to depend on studies, work, those are craps. =P
Nobody holds your hands walking across the busy road, nobody helps you to carry stuffs, you might start to think, why can't i get somebody with me? You need cheers, you need hugs as well as a warm kiss to encourage you to move forward against all odds, you ask yourself, why is the nobody stand by me? Cry because you are touched by certain stories, upset because you are feeling down, you yell by saying why on earth there is nobody understand me? Looking at those ads at wedding planner shop or scene where a man proposes to his girl, and a ring on her finger, you guess silently, who will be the one who bend one knee down in front of me? On valentines' day, watching people going around with a bouquet of flowers in hands, displaying the gifts gave by the loved one, dinner with dim lights and soft music, you envy and ask when am i going to end my life with pity lonely valentines' day?
So and so... concludes you hold a card of 'D'. D for Desperate. Desperate for love, i should say. ehhhhle don't feel shy to admit that, i believe every single man or woman is desperate, to be accurate, needs to love and to be loved. You are being loved by certain people every seconds everyday, you really have to understand that.
If you are attached, appreciate your companion, less argue, more communicate. If you are still single, hahas. It is just the matter of time.
By the way, i am holding double Ds, Desperate for Distinct man. =)
Everybody wants something for every different stage of life. For instance, while you were an infant, you cried to get your milk bottle. when you were in primary, you manja to get your toys. when you grow slightly older, you work very hard to get high achievement in academic. At this age, my age, until this stage, probably you want something to rely on, to share your laughters and tears. That thing, easily to be related with is a relationship with somebody special. Do not try to bluff me by saying you are more likely to depend on studies, work, those are craps. =P
Nobody holds your hands walking across the busy road, nobody helps you to carry stuffs, you might start to think, why can't i get somebody with me? You need cheers, you need hugs as well as a warm kiss to encourage you to move forward against all odds, you ask yourself, why is the nobody stand by me? Cry because you are touched by certain stories, upset because you are feeling down, you yell by saying why on earth there is nobody understand me? Looking at those ads at wedding planner shop or scene where a man proposes to his girl, and a ring on her finger, you guess silently, who will be the one who bend one knee down in front of me? On valentines' day, watching people going around with a bouquet of flowers in hands, displaying the gifts gave by the loved one, dinner with dim lights and soft music, you envy and ask when am i going to end my life with pity lonely valentines' day?
So and so... concludes you hold a card of 'D'. D for Desperate. Desperate for love, i should say. ehhhhle don't feel shy to admit that, i believe every single man or woman is desperate, to be accurate, needs to love and to be loved. You are being loved by certain people every seconds everyday, you really have to understand that.
If you are attached, appreciate your companion, less argue, more communicate. If you are still single, hahas. It is just the matter of time.
By the way, i am holding double Ds, Desperate for Distinct man. =)
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
To share.
Lost - Michael Buble
Can’t believe it’s over
I watch the whole thing fall
And I never saw, the writing that was on the wall
If I’d only knew
The days where slipped and past
That the good things never last
That you were crying
Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
The rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognize
The girl you are today,
And God I hope it’s not too late
(hmmm it’s not too late)
Refrein
Cause you are not alone
I’m always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
Cause when you feel like you’re done
And the darkness has won
‘N babe you’re not lost
And when your world’s crashing down
And you can’t better thought
I said babe you’re not lost
Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you’re gone crazy but you’re not
And things have seem to change
There’s one thing that’s still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly, fly, fly away
Refrein
Cause you are not alone
I’m always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
Cause when you feel like you’re done
And the darkness has won
‘N babe you’re not lost
And the world’s crashing down
And you cannot better cross
I Said baby you’re not lost
hmmm yeah yeah, yeah yeah
I said baby you’re not lost (3x)
Lost in the middle of no where.
Dahhhhhhh sesat~~ lama sesat~~~
I am lost in Bio-nano.
I am drowning in Math.
:(
I am lost in Bio-nano.
I am drowning in Math.
how hoW hOW HOW????
:(
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Upset.
Account number: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Account holder: Sen Yih Jing
Account balance: Rm 0.00
Account holder: Sen Yih Jing
Account balance: Rm 0.00
When you have planned to buy a pair of adidas, a converse side bag,
When you have planned to go for a Macau winter vacation,
When you have planned to drive when you got the license,
When you have planned to dine something costly,
When you have planned to perm a nice hair,
Everything sounds right at the time, but they can be just simply ruined by a mistake.
When you have planned to go for a Macau winter vacation,
When you have planned to drive when you got the license,
When you have planned to dine something costly,
When you have planned to perm a nice hair,
Everything sounds right at the time, but they can be just simply ruined by a mistake.
All my money will be contributed to the payment for my repeating unit. My dad... haiz...... he 50 I 50.
I guess I won't be driving, because the time since I learned driving, dad already warned me that, i let you to drive, but if u bang anything, you have to pay for it. My savings is my backup fund, since it is all gone, I do not have to gut to drive anymore.
I made that mistake. I need to take responsibility of it.
Cried because I could not accept it.
Stop crying because I understand the situation.
Things never go smoothly like what I expect to be happened.
The prediction made by somebody on tv in the beginning of the year was accurate, my money flows in and out, no extra savings this year.
It's alright. I will and must earn my money back again!
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Definitely no shih tzu for me!
No offends, I DO NOT LIKE SHIH TZU and NEVER. To all shih tzu lovers and owners, sorry to bring up this, but still shih tzu annoys me in personal.
Statistics made from what i saw and groomed.
Several times i nearly got bitten by shih tzu. Probably i unintentionally sexually seduced him/her while combing its fur. They want to return me with a love bite. Somehow, those were narrow!!! There are times when you were blowing its fur halfway, their head just turned around and show you its sharp yellowish long canine. They do the same act as well when i pass by their cage, plus the sound effect 'gggggrmmmm gggggggrrrrrrrrrm'. Let's talk about the fur. As a groomer, tangles turn on the nerves. First, if we comb them straight away, it suffers the dog. Second, if you just cut away all the tangles, the fur does not look nice anymore. So come up with the third solution, shave with the clipper. Most of the shih tzu, too many tangles, BOTAK is the only style. You never ask a shih tzu to sit, stand or for hand. They never follow. Hardly train them to follow simple instructions. Most of the shih tzu face serious skin problems. Did you ever see a dog leave over dandruffs all over the table after grooming? Scar and bruises on skin underneath the thick fur? Fleas and mites jumping against gravity all over th body? Did you ever discover a dog with green shiny eye balls? An eye ball which almost drop off from the socket? Ewwwwwwwwwwwwww.
All these might due to the genes. Genetic pollution occurs in between. Too many shih tzu-s reproduced in the market, when you mate 2 different shih tzu-s together, who knows, they might come from the same family. Undesirable genes inherit to the young, as the consequence, abnormal population born.
If you are new to grow a pet, the pet shop sales assistant will recommend you shih tzu for sure. It is because shih tzu reproduce very fast and it costs cheap! Well, think twice before you foot the bill. You hold a big responsibility of taking good care of that kid. Growing a pet is never hard and costly, it depends on how smart you are in treating it.
I suggest Toy Poodle and Miniature Schnauzer for beginners.
5 reasons for not breeding Shih Tzu-s, by APJ =)6 out of 10
1- Fierce. Seem nice to owner, but mad to strangers.
2- Crazy. in mind.
3- Messy. Fur easily tangle up without proper care.
4- Stubborn. Learn things very slow.
5- Vulnerable. Mainly eyes and skin problem.
Statistics made from what i saw and groomed.
Several times i nearly got bitten by shih tzu. Probably i unintentionally sexually seduced him/her while combing its fur. They want to return me with a love bite. Somehow, those were narrow!!! There are times when you were blowing its fur halfway, their head just turned around and show you its sharp yellowish long canine. They do the same act as well when i pass by their cage, plus the sound effect 'gggggrmmmm gggggggrrrrrrrrrm'. Let's talk about the fur. As a groomer, tangles turn on the nerves. First, if we comb them straight away, it suffers the dog. Second, if you just cut away all the tangles, the fur does not look nice anymore. So come up with the third solution, shave with the clipper. Most of the shih tzu, too many tangles, BOTAK is the only style. You never ask a shih tzu to sit, stand or for hand. They never follow. Hardly train them to follow simple instructions. Most of the shih tzu face serious skin problems. Did you ever see a dog leave over dandruffs all over the table after grooming? Scar and bruises on skin underneath the thick fur? Fleas and mites jumping against gravity all over th body? Did you ever discover a dog with green shiny eye balls? An eye ball which almost drop off from the socket? Ewwwwwwwwwwwwww.
All these might due to the genes. Genetic pollution occurs in between. Too many shih tzu-s reproduced in the market, when you mate 2 different shih tzu-s together, who knows, they might come from the same family. Undesirable genes inherit to the young, as the consequence, abnormal population born.
If you are new to grow a pet, the pet shop sales assistant will recommend you shih tzu for sure. It is because shih tzu reproduce very fast and it costs cheap! Well, think twice before you foot the bill. You hold a big responsibility of taking good care of that kid. Growing a pet is never hard and costly, it depends on how smart you are in treating it.
I suggest Toy Poodle and Miniature Schnauzer for beginners.
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