狐 ‘假‘ 虎 ‘威‘

听闻，
动物园来个周期性的聚会。
每个聚会，各动物单位都得轮流表演主题节目。
这个星期的主题为“礼”

岭鹿们精心策划了一段节目来呈现给老虎大爷
“电梯风云”
有一幕讲述老师
衣着端正
手着藤编
以猫步似巡视课室
大胆夸张的方式呈现出令人捧腹大笑的话剧

节目告一段落
狐狸副理突上台评语
说着
这是搞什么呀
那完全没有‘礼’所在
这简直是有辱老师形象的剧情
老虎大爷中途就离席
显然他很生气
非常不满意

表演
本来就是要发挥个人所长
更可以以超夸张大胆前卫不现实的方式
来表达出主体的意义
太过于保守
反而无趣乏味
带不出共鸣

think out of the box
总不应该一直局限在框框里
重复着死板
那只是一个轻松启示性的小短剧
何必那么苛刻
点到适可，有得口炎笑，何乐而不为呢？

动物园的未来展望
新人事
新作风
新规格

我期待
奇迹般的辉煌。

End of the world.

靓女很忙。。。

i wonder,
how does the world come to an end?
what is your last thing to do?

me,
im gonna kiss-goodbye all my loved ones, and...
EAT UP ALL MY MONEY.
since you can't keep it for long and can also solve hungriness.

HAHAs =)

G15. we had seasons in the sun.

Don't rub your eyes. Miss Chan Khai Xhuen finished there chicken wings!!! chicken wings addict.

Last sunday, 20th jan, we G15 had this 'annual' gathering at Yuan again. This time we had lesser people joining this lunch, some of them already in australia and UK. Jun Wei, Jason, and Joanna supposed to be here in kl , but they could not make it due to personal matters.
Miss them though, miss the time we all together.

here we are. 20/01/2008, at Yuan steamboat restaurant, xinyi, shuxian, qianwen, yenchee, yinghui, hueyying, khaixhuen, me, sueann, weiseng and ms kwa.
absentees, yuanliang, jason, joanna, junwei, wengsoon, mindy, manyi, samantha, sherly and alvin.

the reunion of 3 story tellers. haha. Miss the day we kept blowing water at class. keep stepping on each other's tails, which mostly MINE!!! hahahaha fun fun FUN!!
Khaixhuen: i don wanna talk to you. Talk to my hand!
Yihjing: pls la listen to me. your hand isnt answering me?!
Xinyi: haiz. mou ngan tai.
So long sue ann! Study hard in melb ya! gonna miss ya lots...
hope to see you and your Baby next year ms kwa!!.... hahahas...


This is a postponed birthday gift of mine from kx and xy. this is what i wanted to buy at mv that day. cant believe they bought me that too!!! thank you thank you. muaxxxx

after the lunch, 3 story tellers went to mv. not to shop but to play. spent the whole afternoon at arcade. back to the days we played at pyramid.
i had a great day. hope the same to all of you. gonna held this again next year. how about once for every year?

i miss you.

Take animal as pet and also as friend.

This is where am i working now, Pet Tale, Taman Desa. Basically, i need to reach there around 5pm, put on apron, tighten it, then get started! Take a dog, shower it, dry it and comb it. 3 to 4 dogs per night that i need to handle.

this is a shih tzu. such a small dog, u never believe she has big strength that needs 2 big adults to press her down just to comb her hair! wth. my colleague just dyed a little hair to pink.

Poodle for SALE!!!! age of 2 months old. and very noisy!! keep doing that annoying barks 24/7 nonstop. as my colleague said he/she just wanna attract attention.

Pomerian on SALE too!!! also a noisy puppy! this kinda dog likes to bite alot! and its fur really hard to maintain. Got once, a customer sent her pom over and groom. i was assigned to do that dog. wakao...... it would be better if i can shave it all OFF! BOTAK =) SO mANY TANGLES!!!!!


this is Ji Ji Jar. It owns by my boss. She is so cuteeeee!!!! she follows all your orders. oh and this type of grooming is called the 'teddy' style, especially for poodles.

and once, i met a crazy mad shi tzu which hates WIND alot!!! coz after the shower, i need to use a air blower to blow away all the water particles on its fur. this mad dog, he kept heading to the source of wind, and trying to bite the wind with his sharp teeth and wide mouth. he almost bite down my finger. bad doggie bad doggie. 2 days ago, one golden retriever, sat on top of a table, due to his weight, that table broke and fell onto a poodle puppy. phewwwww luckily that poodle is still fine!

Working at the pet shop, you have to Believe the Unbelievable. Seeing those dogs, you might wish that you were born as a dog, see how people serve you, how your owner spend on you just to let you eat good, stay good. How much does a dog worth?

dog self price -$1000~$3000
shampoo and grooming -$30~$80 monthly
Food -$80~$200 monthly
vaccines -$60~$100 monthly
utensils -$100~$400
training -$100~$200
misc -$50~$200 monthly

as you can see, roughly how much you need to spend on a pet! so people out there, when you have decided to breed a pet, please think wisely. You are responsible of taking care of that pet since the day you brought it home until it leaves the world. No pet abuse! No pet abandon! Care of it like it is part of your family. Although you are might get a paralysed dog, but please accept as what it is, he/she never wants that as well, but shows him/her love and care, this leads to longer lifespan and contented life.

random.

obviously, that was my pass to edu fair.

Us with Mr Maurice, Mr Colin Stone and Mrs Cherry stone.

hahahaHAHAh wakao old pose old pose! some of you should know that we had this pose last year with Mr Maurice as well! present to u... the FLOWER POSERS!!! thanks to yeeen =='

alright. there are somebody which i have to intro to you ppl. that lady in pink is Mrs Cherry Stone, well she has nothing to do to my intro. but the guy in yellow, he is Mr Colin Stone. Who is he? Please kindly seek for more info in wikipedia by key in 'Orlando Bloom'.
Remember, i did not tell you anything.

14th of January. My mum's birthday!!!! she just made my mad at her at that morning, then i purposely did not wish her before i went to work, then i brought back a cake for her after work.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST MOTHER!!!

One step closer.

Friday, took the undang test, i passed with 42/50. which is not fail, not excellent, JUST PASS!! wth. THAT WAS NARROW!!!! phewwwww. Afternoon time, had the amali. Seeing those learners practicing the side parking, 3-point-turn and up-the-hill. Those seemed easy to me. LOOK EASY ONLY. hehe.

Saturday, today, worked for ms tan at star edu fair, kl convention center. was standing the whole day, except lunch break at kfc. Had all 3 meals outside today, came to dinner, i lost my appetite. that was so strange. food too sucky probably. so i just treated myself a cup of japan branded greentea ice cream from isetan. sake sushi serve that brand of ice cream too. yummy~~

oh ya. i found myself a second job this summer break. which is *drum rolls*...................

Pet Grooming Trainee.

how is that? =)

thats the last chance for me to work something that is not related to engineering. starting next year onwards, we need to do internship at year end.

still the same. I forgot to ask about the salary. well my working time is currently 5pm to 9pm. monday and weekends off. come, pay me and doggies a visit! =P

urgh... thats awful!

oh well. I am NOT so okay these days.

sometimes I might get confused by my parents. i am 19 and going to be 20 by end of this year. i am supposed to get my driving license 2 years ago. but i did not as my dad does not allow me to do so, and we had only one car that time, and my mum said i was not mature enough blah blah blah. well, since we just got a new camry for christmas, i guessed it is almost time for me to get it. I KNOW MY MOTHER DID NOT REALLY COURAGE ME TO DO SO AS WELL. they both just like to keep me at home, which i love outings so much. Whatever, i called the instructor and attended my first lesson of undang-undang. Well, things just do not go smoothly. There was one day, my dad asked me to reheat the noodle for him, i said that did not require to be heated. that was the first time he asked. then came to the second time, which i did not hear it. I REALLY DID NOT HEAR HIM! i was damn sick that day, flu affected my hearing system, and that made me missed his words. I WAS SO SO SO SORRY ABOUT THAT. somehow, dad just told mum that i was not being obedient, did not obey to him, not being good girl anymore, getting wild and unstable and all, shall stop my driving lesson and not letting my outstation friend to stay overnight this saturday. I JUST MISSED THAT SENTENCE AND I NEVER THOUGHT THAT WAS THE OUTCOME I GOT. Fine, I did not feel mad, just blame that my ear were not sensitive enough. I am so sorry.

mum keeps saying that i should absorb more experience only can let me drive. I really do not get it when she said about that. I do not even have the chance to hold the steering, how am i gonna have driving experience. i was trying so hard to explain this to her, well she just refuses to accept that. dad says what if once i get my license and i will like a free bird, drive to anywhere i like. They just do not seem to trust me. I am going to be 20! I, no longer a teenager, I know what am i going to do, i am able to make decision myself and i know how to control myself. I know by saying this kinda thing, is really showing the childish side of me, but then I AM NOT A KID ANYMORE. Not that i do not prefer the way they teach and control me, just that sometimes they just over-protecting me, and making me feel i am beyond the world. I wish to expose to this world more and explore this planet before it iss too late. I DO HAVE PLANS!

i think most of you should know that, i seldom cut my hair. even if i want to cut, i just let my mum handle the scissors. my hair could not make any nice trendy style, why not just let my hair do it, save money. and she makes my hair all this while since we moved to kl. Just today, a hairdresser offered me $180 to restyling my hair. including perm, cut and treatment, which i think fair enough. since i really really seldom cut my hair outside, the money i save and the money i earn can pay for this. although i decide to use my own money, still i have to ask for my dad's permission. once he heard about it, he was so angry about it. he said, "don't you know me, at your age, worked in the morning and taught lion dance at night, just to earn money for chinese new year." alright i know that story, repeated for so many times. not that i don wanna go out and work or wat, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO DOESNT ALLOW ME TO WORK OUTSIDE, YOU SAID YOU RATHER SEEING ME ROT AT HOME! okay, i am confused. well, i just want something, which i think it fairly okay to spend this money. DO YOU KNOW HOW MESSY MY HAIR IS!? it is not like i make my hair for uncountable times throughout the year. IT IS JUST THIS TIME. mum said, you can try put on some cream, mousse, or gel. for money stuffs, unless for really costly stuffs, or i wont be asking my parents for extra money. I even have plans on my money spending. I know what to save for spending. i know, they have another worry, they worry that i would be a clone of my cousin, where my cousin, so useless that he has a job but still need to ask for money from home, he never plans, he spends more than he earns, he even asked my dad to borrow him so money to fix his car. hey man you have a permanent job, and where is your monthly salary? on branded stuffs? hitech gadgets? or on GIRLS? HE IS HE, ME IS ME. HE IS NG AND I AM SEN. make clear of that. his family is retarded. i feel shameful of my relatives and all. AND i am so sorry to say that. I really..................uhhhhhhhhhm. i am not being BAD, if you know my stories, you will surely feel the same way too. Without them, i would live way BETTER than now.

My parents claims that i never be thoughtful enough. Ya i admit it. probably sometimes. but some of the time, maybe the way i think is different from them, they just commented me I am brainless, never use my brain to think. but then i do think, just not similar to theirs. they told me not to spend so much of money as my school fees are high. Alright, so who made those decisions for sending me to those schools? They picked taylor's and monash for me. and also engineering. I do not seem to have a choice. OR i can say, i never make my own choice. There are so many things running through my head, about fees, finance, transport, reputation, prospects and all. so they just decided for me. IF I AM NOT THOUGHTFUL enough, i would have fly to else where to study vet, my dream. when i think about money and family, so i just let go of my dream. BUT STILL i am so glad that they might have made the right choice for me all this years, or maybe i am not that picky. I am so happy that daph is so determined to decide to further study in US whereby initially strongly discouraged by her mum. I salute to her bravery. And sadly i do not have that.

i am trying very hard to be a good girl. a good daughter. CAn you see i am working hard. When dad said that i don have any involvement in the family, never do the tipsy bitsy of housework, like i do not belong to this family, it really hurts. It was not the first time i heard of that, it makes me cry everytime i heard of that. I do things for this family maybe just really too tiny whereby hardly notice by people, but not that i don like to do housework making me i am a bad daughter. I please you all the time, and you hurt me by saying those words. cruel.

I do not like to fill my eyes with tears. I am not crying.

I am finding way out. to make this better.

at last,
i still lucky.
i still love you, dad.
i still love you, mum.
i still love you, shin and yiing.
i always appreciate all of you.
my precious gift.

close file =)

pics come first. wordings later.

here come the words. ya although i quit my previous job. currently doing some kinda 'mushroom plantation' at home, in another words, i am rotting at home. still don feel like writing anything until now. alright. shall start to update .

31st dec, new year, we had this small farewell dinner with daph at chilis . then took ktm, and let siewling fetched us to the the curve. GOD damn.. way to the curve could only take up to 10mins. who knew that night, it took us ONE AND A HALF HOUR!!! what we did , was switch on the radio, as loud as possible, and started counting down IN THE CAR. watching the fireworks in front us which shot from the curve. another mile to the curve still jam at the junction, we then hopped off the car and watched the fireworks at the MIDDLE OF THE ROAD. OMG. what a night we had. then my dad supposed to come and fetch us back. who knew the network connection was totally jammed from 12am to 1am. finally got through my dad's phone at around 1am. and he needed us to walk from the curve to the outside LDP highway. 1 to 2km away. OMG. it really burned what we ate for dinner. WHAT A NIGHT WE HAD.

we just missed every countdowns!!!!!!!!!~~~ siasuiiiiiiii

clear fireworks. blur characters.

Here we were.

ohhhh that's 'tarzan'. my colleague at megakidz which is so kiddy at face but so old at heart. poor him, so loyal to his gf, but highly prohibited by the gf's parents. they just split up lately. Hope you your dear 'jane' soon k.

daffy daph. she must be very fine in US now. please please get in touch with me asap!

posersssssssssss.

same here...

random firework pic.

taaaaaaaaaaada my batik masterpiece. don laugh at him. im not an art student!

uncle sam. thanks for everything!

the place i used to work at.

we just love BARNEY. aren't we? WAKAKKAKA.

sick cat.

I am getting weaker and weaker.
Am so vulnerable and less immune to anything.
ARRRRrrrr.....

guess i need to sleep early.

Goodnight 2007. Goodmorning 2008.

Here comes 2008. Now let's us flashback about something.

Beginning of the year 2007. Starting the another level of my life. After SAM in Taylor's, I was really in deep trouble of choosing degree course. My SAM result was not that good which I also malu to further study overseas. Always thought of choosing bioscience course, as I hate physics to the max. Who knew, I ended up studying engineering now. Til then, all I can say is I never regret for choosing this pathway. Engineering could be exciting. Not that boring though. Nevertheless, of course knowing those 38 asses at Monash, they really lightened up the dull uni days. Days before projects or presentation due, Days before exams, Days when we did preparation, Days when we had trips............ We had fun, We had joy, We had seasons in the sun......

Throughout the year. People come and leave. Kept sending off friends to another side of the earth. Felt kinda sad, but still felt very glad to them. Until now, I still never personally send off any of them at the airport. I have no license maaaaaaaaaaa. Oh and I will be getting one soon. =) Oh.. miss you people out there alot~~~

My secondary school, KC, made big renovation. Demolished the old buildings, old rules. You can see new modern buildings and small boys there now. well well well....

More and more shopping malls joining the KL market. The Gardens, Pavilion, Bangsar Village 2, etc.... encourage the household to spend more, thus boost up the business sale, production rate will also be increased, more money flow in the market, therefore, the economy will be at the recovery stage. That is the economic cycle. My economy knowledge all returned to Puan Nor after taylor's. Correct me if I am wrong.

I understand that money can make a people changed. A person, who may seems that you can put trust on, he/she just turns into evil. M.O.N.E.Y. is actually the biggest evil behind. Now i see the real you. I do not know what drive you into this situation. Hope you reckon carefully things you doing and return before it is too late. sighs.

Friends changed their partners from this to another one. They changed real fast! It was like you saw them happily taking sweet pics together last month. A month later, the partner beside just changed to another chic or hunk. Well, I still have not get myself the one. "oh I am busy.......... of being single", PK taught me this.

Desa gang. Gonna leave only me and shan soon. Daphne will be leaving for US this sunday. and pauline, haha do not think she will stays in kl to persuade her tertiary edu. SO JUST ME AND SAINT LIPSY. SienzzZ. So everytime when think about hanging out, think nobody else, but only Ms Ng Yuen Shan. So countdown event, birthday celebration just both of us. Shan said, probably, next countdown, we might become 2 pairs of 4 persons. It would be merrier. Yaya, say only easy. =P

wow first time working outside. Was not that bad actually. The valueless thing i learned from there is the skill of dealing with customers. All kinds of people out there, some of them really just like to cari pasal. You can't just argue with them in a keras way. You have to be smart in negotiating with them, stand still with your own principal. We, ah shan and i, love to name people after something. Big love (da ai), small love (xiao ai), king of gamble (deou shen), zorro, malaya.......... Oh i really need to talk more in malay, my malay standard can't even understood by a kindergarten kid. DAMNnnnnnnnnn malunya~~

Actually, look at the surroundings of me, things changed, people changed. Somehow, I still remain myself. Good to change? or Good to keep?