Hardwork to share.

Sorry to Yeeen. 4am, received her message, only knew that she was about to leave this country!!! OMG. Still thinking sempat to call her in the morning. Thought her flight might be at night. WHo knew she left before i could call her. SORRY weyyyyyyy.

Still my best regards will still be with her no matter what the distance is.

Well. This is the little movie made for her.

The original one was supposed to be 31 mins. Somehow Windows Movie Maker needed to take 300thousands mins to convert into movie file type. zzzZ. So I cut off abit of the home videos, and now it is around 20 mins video.

Youtube only allows to upload 10mins video. I terpaksa divided the video into 3 parts and also reduce the quality in order to reduce the movie size.

Conclusion:
The movies shown below are not at their best quality.

HAizzZzzZ

well, Enjoy.

Special Dedication 1/3


Special Dedication 2/3


Special Dedication 3/3


So long farewell. =)

Fall behind.

alright. I Don't like end of sem except the long long holidays ahead.

Dunno why all assignments, reports, calculation MUST come before finals!

These few weeks, i cant sleep well, but i ate well. You can see my lunch, a hill of lauk pauk. I have to take nap after dinner, like around 11. set alarm to ring at around 2, do a little bit of anything, fall back to sleep at around 5. I am mentally exhausted everyday i reach home. Taking bus is very tiring k. My mum just does not know how suffering it is to be.

Anway, the alarm just seems cant wake me up recently. I slept all the way from 11 to 7 in the morning!!!!! without doing anything. I only can rushed back to uni, copy ppl's work. I found myself very guilty. not productive enough. AARGHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh

I just submitted my student exchange application today. Please approve my application. If i am lucky enough, i might be staying there for 2 years. Let's see how. Please grant me good fortune.

I am being so evil ass this week. I did evil things, i have evil thoughts. Evil in an angel body that is.

I have math assignment and 2161 lab report to submit this week.

I enjoy my single life at the moment.
the sentence i kept repeating not only once this week.
don have to bug me with, no ppl u have in mind meh? no potential?
know the real reason behind?
because no ppl date me at all! satisfy? =.=

but I really do enjoying =)
see me wink.

Earth's due date.

This morning, Mum told me that, yesterday, 14 of september 2008 to be exact, was the worst day of the whole year. 3 accidentals around the world, involved the sea, land and sky, victims all died.

o.O

okay............

I told sf and bl about this. sf said, end of the world is drawing closer, HE is going to take away all the sinful people's lives. Don't you think so?

o.O

okay............

I have to confess to god. I have sin.

I was in the bus. There was an auntie waving her hand trying to attract the bus driver's attention to open the door and let her went in. Oh well, i did see her! but i did nothing but just staring at her and my mind went emptily blank. That auntie thought i was gonna help her to stop the driver. But i did not!!!! OOOOOppsie sorry. I had something bugging my mind at that moment.

Oh PLEASE, let me stay longer on earth........... I still have my wish and dream to be fulfiled.

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present to you

End of the world
by S. Dee/A. Kent

Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me anymore

Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love

I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everythings the same as it was
I can't understand, no I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does

Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye

Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye

I want the sky to rain money
instead of just plain H2O.

Do i sound too desperate now?

To be a better man.

hmmmm....

All of a sudden, my dad is suspecting my ability of completing my degree. I guess, probably because the number of his account is getting shorter and shorter. With such economy situation, haizzzzzzzzZZzzz. Save money ar, ah luiiii.

Frankly, I carry that fear every moment. I made up a lot to reach this stage. I believe, just add abit more hardwork, I could finish the route. I have faith in myself.

I will prove to you that your investment on me will never be worse than the bulk money been thrown to the sea by uncle!

I might not be the best, but I am trying with all the best efforts I have to be a better one.

Nota bagi saya.

Mari mari. semua beratur masing-masing.

1. 2161 lab report
2. 2162 lab report
3. Hysys hand calculation
4. Math assigment
5. 2162 test

Semua ada misi tersendiri. Perlu disiapkan dalam minggu hadapan!

Mampus la sayaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

:'(

Be responsible!

Normally when you read the newspaper, it was so often to be reported about pet abusive case or pet been leaving alone without care on the street. Well, some heartless, cruel, bitch-like, 12345 customers just abondoned their poodle at my pet shop to let.

Reason for left abandoned: His legs too long!

wtf. God created him to the world, you met him, you bought him few month ago, and you simply abandoned him just because his outlook???? He is not cacat wey, he has done nothing wrong to you! and you threw him away after all your 3 minutes excitement to him??? You know how bad the owners are, they brought a 7 months old schnauzer to pet shop, intended to let as well.

The GREAT reason was The dog is too noisy!!!!

OMG!!!! mf. Which dog in the world does not bark at all! unless its voice cord is being cut off. Another non-dog-ity act.

To all poodle lover out there, please take him home with you as soon as possible. That puppy poode is just 4 months old. Selling at Rm600. Negotiable. He is in black, which is very rare in market. He is quiet and very active. He is so sticky and follows you whenever you go. See i cuddled him so he followed me along to the grooming room. That was where i put him into the trash bin and snap snap.

Isnt he cute????

I love poodle. I love their intellingence. Plus, with this rare colour, I find it i love him more and more by time. IF i am still at the house i used to live, i would have bought him back home. And give him a warm comfy shelter. But look at my house now, seems it could not occupy an extra doggie anymore.

Boh yuan arrrrrrr

When the girls were happily celebrating Steph's 20th birthday. I ffk-ed. I felt so much sorry. Just becaue i was waiting for calls the whole week, nobody called, and my this friend all the way came to KL, she needed my accompany.

Me and my this friend, Pei Lin. who came from Tawau, Sabah. She was the guest who shared my bed that night. HOHOHOHO.

Italiannies, where we went. Just the two of us. We ordered

Thin Crust pizza with smoked salmon slices, and cheese.

Carbonara pasta. Slurrrrrrrrp YUM!

Us.

I think, steph and the girls, were supposed to sit not far from us. Still, we all din bump into each other. Boh yuan ar! They had food leftover, us tooo!!! At last we had to dabao the extra 2 pieces of pizza. But they had nicer food than us lo. YORRRRRRRR steph belanja and i missed so many good food!!!! I regretted now :(


well, still had really great time with this 38 yet talkactive cum Tawau CNN, my ex-secondary classmate. She is the regular news reporter to me about all the happenings about Tawau.

Very random.

When too much of trust given, you will start assuming in a positive way. To make you feel better. When too much of guessing done, you will start assuming that the fact is true. Losing the trust.

What about, some day, all the assumptions made are just assumptions, things happen in another way round, how should I confront it?

I feel the fear. For unspeakable reason.