Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Contented.

My life is so contented.
I like the way it is.
At least, I know there is something for me to do when I wake up every morning.
Everyday has a mission. I feel so good when mission accomplished.

Stepping into another stage of life, though I always miss how lovely school days were, I did not regret on making a choice of entering the society. Do you know how the world look like out there? How many types of people out there? How many things you never experience before?

In the day, the hardest thing to deal with is not the job itself, but the people. My seniors gave me a very precious word, 'P.r.e.t.e.n.d'. When you know something, pretend that you don't know. When you don't know something, pretend that you know a little bit. It truly helps.

Somebody said that I am some sort of street smart. Result of googling - A street smart person isn't actually stubborn, but actually listens to shit and understands shit. Thanks! However, this street smart people might fail at times, whereby some annoying persons commented that I don't respect the superiors, my over-confidence screws things up. Well, I don't really know what is going on with all there comments, but hey thanks! I will improve.

Law of survivor, when you are just a small potato, listen and do things their way. When you grow slightly bigger, make people do it your way. =)

After started the working life, I find myself I see things differently.

To conclude all this, I hate my job, but I love working.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

爱过。等过。难过


丁噹-你為什麼說謊


這次我走開 再沒有話要說出來
我不想再期待走下去 還能多精彩
我不瞭解你怎能心安
也抓不住你的倔強
可是我知道你 你為什麼說謊

你說你還在 一分一秒也沒走開
我想留在這裏 可是這一切已太晚
我不能再像從前一樣
為我們的明天瘋狂
你不必解釋 你為什麼說謊

你不能說我沒有愛過 說我沒等過難過
我也想說 也許能重來我卻還是沉默
你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失愛
而我的淚 怎麼就流下來

Monday, March 28, 2011

我也能被感動




我也知這麼拘朿使你太辛苦  一番友善亦被狠狠謝絕
是我天生的那種個性太頑強  不喜愛憐憫也絕不信人
然而緩緩行前便看穿  其實我也有著脆弱靈魂
只恐怕你會是曾經傷過我的那類人

@都只怪我太難被感動  面目實在冰凍
我也罵我沒有用
其實對你那樣冷漠  我也覺得心痛
然而誰人能知  我也有著苦衷@

我也能被感動  但是並未可以  去接受你的抱擁
想卻未敢去動容  或者我太過惶恐

也許分不清楚根本誰是真心  逼使我杜絕陌生者步近

但我很小心看守的那些尊嚴  偏偏帶來我那份空虛感
如何形容才能讓你知  其實我也有著脆弱靈魂
只恐怕太軟弱贏取不到你一分好感


Repeat @

我也能被感動  願望是被寵愛  更渴望你的抱擁
哭到自己也臉紅  就此撲向你懷中

可知我也渴望被感動  實在極度需要
去接受你的抱擁
哭到自己也臉紅  立即撲向你懷




言不由衷。身不由己。

Friday, March 4, 2011

What Are Words



Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

The singer, Chris Medina, he is not officially a celebrity yet, but if you do follow the latest american idol, he is one of the potential contestant with pitiful history. He was about to get married with his fiance, unfortunately, due to a car accident, his fiance was suffered from brain damage, and she is now nearly paralyzed. After all, he is still looking after her. tough but sweet. at least, they are still together. and i really hope that, they could be together forever.

This is the song purposely wrote for him to sing.

What are words, to you?

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Movie. Life. Story

Just so you know, I heart watching movies a lot! My favourite leisure time activity.

Actually, i do learn a lot from watching movies. The storyline of a movie, can be the imaginary of the script write or the director, it can be also description of real life story. We might not be encountering so many special events, unforeseen circumstances, people or places. Thanks to those movie production teams, they bring out and present something which we don't normally see.

What a movie that can impressed the most, is the quote/s in their lines to express the message/s of the movie. Most of them went unnoticed. Well, it might be inspiring, touching and motivating. At least, to me, they are.

Let's see.

When In Rome

Honey, you cannot learn from my mistakes. You gonna have to go out there and make your own. You can get your heart broken, or, you can have the greatest love affair, the world has ever known. But you'll not gonna know, unless you try.- Beth's Father

Okay, maybe not. But that is because I have a relationship with my job. I love my job. And when I find the guy that I like more than my job, that's how I know that he is the one.- Beth


Step Up 3

Some famous guy once said, to travel is better than to arrive, and i was like whaat!? Cause i used to think that theres only one path to take you to where you wanna be in life, but if you choose that one path, doesn't mean you have to abandon all the other ones. I realize that it's actually what happens along the way that counts; the stumbles, the falls and the friendships. It's the journey, not the destination. I guess, just trust the future will work itself out like it's supposed to.-Moose

People dance because dance can change things. One move, can bring people together. One move, can make you believe like there's something more. One move, can set a whole generation free. -Moose

Shaolin

随缘一生,一生随缘
人懵的时候,连猪都不如
金子和烂泥哪个更有价值?要是给你一颗种子呢?

Sex and The City 3

Take tradition and decorate it your own way. -Carrie

Inception

You're waiting for a train. A train that will take you far away. You can't be sure where it will take you. But it doesn't matter - because we'll be together.-Mal

Don't you want to take a leap of faith? Or become an old man, filled with regret, waiting to die alone!

She locked away a secret, deep inside herself, something she once knew to be true... but chose to forget. Dreams feel real while we're in them. It's only when we wake up that we realize something was actually strange.

Rapunzel-Tangled Tale

Hook Hand Thug: Go, live your dream.

Rapunzel: I’ve been looking out of a window for eighteen years, dreaming about what I might feel like when those lights rise in the sky. What if it’s not everything I dreamed it would be?
Flynn Rider: It will be.
Rapunzel: And what if it is? What do I do then?
Flynn Rider: Well,that’s the good part I guess. You get to go find a new dream.

Flynn Rider: You were my new dream.
Rapunzel: And you were mine.

Eat. Pray. Love

Ruin is a gift. Ruin is the road to transformation.-Liz

You don't need a man, you need a champion.-Felipe

We call it "dolce far niente", the sweetness of doing nothing.-Giovanni

Balance is not letting anyone love you less than you love yourself.-Felipe

Dear John

The problem with time, I've learned, whether it's those first two weeks I got to spend with you, or the final two months I got to spend with him, eventually time always runs out. I have no idea where you are out there in the world, John. But I understand that I lost the right to know these things long ago. No matter how many years go by, I know one thing to be as true as ever was - I'll see you soon then.-Savannah


Burlesque


Opportunities like that don’t stick around forever. Every opportunity has a shelf life -Sean

Black Swan

The only person standing in your way is you.-Thomas

Perfection is not just about control. It's also about letting go. Surprise yourself so you can surprise the audience. Transcendence!-Thomas

All above of course they do not come from my brain, you should know my brain isn't that hmmmmmm. credit to the wonderful webs =)


Conclude with the most famous and widely known quote.
Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get.-Forrest Gump

Saturday, February 26, 2011

恕我不坦白 :(

不是我不说出来
只是我怕 我担心
别人知道后 将来 旧事重提
那种心揪着揪着的感觉 不好受
不想用时光机来重游回忆
会觉得当初 好傻 好天真 是怎么搞的?

是真的
你可以说我自私
但不成功的 没希望的 说了 又能怎样?
说出来都觉得丢脸 不光荣

我还是不大习惯在大众面前展露我稍微不强的一面

如果你知道
除非我带出的话题 不然 可以 不重提吗? 能免则免

Friday, February 25, 2011

说出来

麦兜说:

有事情是要说出来的,不要等着对方去领悟,因为对方不是你,不知道你想要什么,等到最后只能是伤心和失望,尤其是感情

有什么不可告人的?
有什么不能说出口?
有什么要收收埋埋?

人要适时的表达自己。人家不是你肚子里的虫,怎么可能了解你的想法?除非那个人挑通眼眉,观察细致,或你的额头有显字咯。不然到了海枯石烂,别人还是猜你不透。到最后,自个儿自责,失望,难过。何必呢?
通常误会的造成就是因为你没有表达想法,没有表明立场。

有什么,说出来嘛,多个人知道,多个人用脑,多个好主意。何乐而不为?

这是要告诉我自己的。

真的很佩服那些直话直说,直肠直肚的人,你们有何来的勇气呀?

说话的技巧还有很多学问。要适当。要适时。要适人。 =3

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Essere morto, e risuscitare dai morti


I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you, I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe it, I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

I see your blue eyes every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you, I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
(Still, you're gone)
I can't believe it, I still want you
(And I'm lovin' you, I never should've walked away)
After all the things we've been through
(I know it's never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you, without you


YOU amazed me!
Don't feel stupid of whatever you have did, but be happy because you finally did it!
Like i always say, never try never know.
Somebody told me that, Give a huge hit to the wall, if it does not tumble down, make a u-turn then.
Does not matter if the outcome is good or bad, at least you tried before it is too late, you will not regret!

p/s: If I never step back, If I keep moving on, you, me, on?

then i saw this phrase,

Someday someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.





nahhhh never!

I am looking for YOU!

Decision. Decision. Decision.

I hate making decision. I am afraid that I will regret someday.
You might think that how hard would that be to just decide a thing? Yes or No? just like Black and White? However, I always put myself in the Grey, between yes and no. Me stupid, I confused myself all the time.

Maybe just plainly because I think too much. At the end of the day, I lost my direction. I do not know what I want at the first place. Totally messed up my own mind.

Why do I think so much? come on laaaaaa, you are not prime minister, not that your decision will pull down the country.
Why do I care so much of others? harlo, it is for yourself, what to do with others?
MAKE UP YOUR MIND!! WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR?
*knock knock the brain*

Not only one, but quite a few of them, asked me before. why do you think so far away? think too much laaa you. that does not bring any better to you sometime, instead it may screw you yourself. well, i pretty agree with that, past experiences told me that, when i finally made up my mind, i watched the chance just slipped away from my hand. i was so regretted i never grip it tightly.

okok. decision made. hope it will be good =)

Sunday, July 11, 2010

It is not said but I always know




Little House - Amanda Seyfried

I love this place
But it's haunted without you
My tired heart is beating so slow
Our hearts sing this
That we want it we want it
Our hearts sing 'cause
We do not know we do not know

(Chorus:
To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said I always know)

You can catch me
Don't you run
Don't you run
If you live another day
In this happy little house
The fire's here to stay

(Chorus:
To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said I always know)

Please don't make a fuss
It won't go away
The wonder of it all
The wonder that I make
I am here to stay
I am here to stay
To stay


This song gives me chill.
I haven't watch this movie yet, or it has not release yet?
I don't know. But I just watched the trailer, I wanna watch it so badly, or either read the book will do.
I think it's gonna be very touching!! It's gonna make me tear :'(

It's 5.16 am now, and i am so awake!!! haihhhhhhhhhh

Congrats to Germany who won the 3rd place!!!